go keep your poison and get lost

Current track : Gekka No Yasoukyoku [Malice Mizer]

Next track : It's Not A Fashion Statement, It's a Fucking Death Wish.

Mood : Hating two people

My prince... You're one LAME LIAR!!! Do yourself a favor... NEVER LEAVE ANY EVIDENCE FOR YOU TO GET NAILED DOWN.

It's ok to lie... Really... Just be sure that you will not get caught.

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Ok.. Obviously... I'M PISSED OFF... Liars are starting to invade this realm.... And I hate it. Aside from that. One of professors.... A bitch to be exact... Gave out a blatant [or should I say childish] stuffs about our class.

"Basura ba kayo?! Mga basura ata kayo eh!"

Well, lets hide her in the alias "Merryl".

Tae naman... KAYA KA NASASABIHANG "UNPROFESSIONAL" AT  "MOODY" kasi hindi mo inaayos ang pananalita mo. Professional bang matatawag ang tawaging "basura" ang mga studyante mo? Hindi mo ba alam kung gaano kalakas ang impact nun? Ikaw ata ang basura eh!

Una : Hindi kami tinatawag na "basura" ng mga magulang namin! Alam mo ba kung anong pwedeng maging PSYCHOLOGICAL impact nun?... Baka nga hindi.. Kasi parang ikaw mismo hindi mo alam na may psychological defect ka eh.

Pangalawa : You're an effin prof... You should speak in a dignified manner!... Not on a whore-like manner!

Pangatlo : Kung maikli pala ang pasensya mo... Dapat hindi ka nagtuturo!

Pang-apat : Kung ayaw mong mag-comment kami ng ganito sa iyo... Ayusin mo ang sarili mo.

Alam ko... Prof ka... May authority ka sa amin... Pero pare-pareho na tayong nasa "adult" bracket. Sana naman... Think, act and speak like an adult and like a professional.

You know what... I think you should try applying to teach in an International School.... I am confident that you'll never last even a month there. You know why?... Because people there.... Even a grade-six student... Thinks in a mature manner... Something that you can't do right. Your ass will get burned there.

Yes.... I wish that I won't be seeing your face next sem. I hate you maam. I wish you luck.

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sucking through my veins

as you drink my blood

have you had enough

i have had enough

i don't wanna see you again

i don't need your lies

you lied to meyou lied

you backstabbing bastard

i cannot trust you go keep your poison

go keep your poison and get lost

death to my prince who drains my blood

me I'm your rag dolland

now you ask for a chance

now you ask for a chance no

sucking through my veins

as you drink my blood

i have had enough

i don't wanna see you again

i don't need your lies

i dream of playing with your rotting corpseand as you decay

i will shed no mercy onto you

go keep your poison

i don't wanna see you again

i don't need your lies

close to the end

Laugh trip.... Yan lang ang ginagawa ko ngayon... Sige.. Tawa lang ng tawa.... Ang saya ko noh?... AKALA NYO LANG YUN.

OO... Lahat dinadaan ko sa biro... Pero ang totoo, ayokong ipakita sa iba na mahina ako.

Haaaayyyzzz... Buti na lang at kahit paano may nakakausap ako tungkol sa mga problema ko na nagiging sanhi ng minsang pag-iyak ko ng palihim sa school. Salamat Jucel..... If I could only help you with your problems.

Dammit! I feel useless as a friend.... I always listen to her... I want to help her... But I can't seem to find a way. Kung pwede nga lang na kausapin ko ang mama ko at sabihin na gusto kitang tulungan.... Sensya na ha.

Malapit na ang summer.... sana payagan akong bumisita man lang kayla Jessa na pinsan ko. Malapit lang naman sila sa amin eh... Nakatira sila sa Ormoc.... Southern Leyte. Ang lapit noh?

Gusto ko uli silang makita ni kuya Ron... Pero baka magpakalunod lang ako dun sa dagat kapag pumunta ako dun. lol.

*sigh* tomorrow.... I'll start reviewing for the final exams. Do I need to study Tariff 3, Tariff 4, Customs 5 and Negotiable Instuments Law when I already know that I will fail those subjects? I know that my grade would be 5.00 [ 5.00 = failing mark] and it will be written in red font. Should I make effort to study? Should I still strive to pass these fucked up subjects?

Maybe... I'm not really for this field.... Or maybe I'm still not motivated to study. Honestly.... I DON'T KNOW. I just lost the urge to study... To follow my dreams.... To find my purpose.

Motivation = 0%, null, nada, wala, zero, 100 x 0

[ot] I HATE PEOPLE WHO MAKES PROMISES BUT BREAKS IT.... ^_^

Ok lang... Hindi ako galit. Dismayado lang. ^_^ wag mo muna akong kausapin.... Sana sa susunod... Kapag gumawa ka ng pangako... Tuparin mo naman. Ayoko man sabihin sa iyo to pero kailangan eh... WALA KANG ISANG SALITA. ^_^ Nga pala... ikaw ang nmagbigay ng kondisyon... Kaya tutuparin ko lang ang napagkasunduan. Pano... Hanggang sa susunod na buhay na lang ha. Ingatan mo ang sarili mo palagi. ^_^ [/ot]

think of happy thoughts

Check out my Slide Show!

outreach, videoke and lots of picture taking

I didn't updated my blog for a while coz nothing really interesting happened during christmas eve and christmas day itself... Well, except that I was able to chat witha sweet someone who "kindda" makes me feel special (Haha! My heart is beating again... Damn! Is this a bad omen?! lol). I can't deny the fact that I like him... (Aiku: READ L-I-K-E not L-O-V-E. If you're smart enough you'll know right away the big difference of these words.)

So, today, we went through with the outreach project on CHILD (Center for Health improvement and life development) which is located at Quezon City. I went to Mega mall at around 7:30am and we arrived at the vicinity at around 8:30am. I went there with Shalnark, his friend and ran's sister (errrr... I'm very sorry about this. I'm really forgetful when it comes to names.)

Tita Aya, Couz Alu, Sis Samsoon (Hinata), Itachi (and the rest whom I forgot their names or I just don't want to mention someone's name here. Haha!) were already there. Weeeeeeeeee~ I missed those guys! It's been a while since I last saw them. Unfortunately, I don't have any gifts for them (Gomen guys, I'll try to give you something when I already have enough monetary fund.).

SOMEONE gave me a candy cane. Awwww... That's sweet but you can't blame Tot-chan for not trusting you.. Never neglect the possibility that you could have put a poison on it. I met hana (plush_angel14 of FilCosplay) there. She's a sweet and nice girl (Waiiii...I hope to see you again. XD Thanks for the help.).

Alu and I were the narrators of the skit... Which is an "impromptu" skit coz we just planned the storylines there. Whew~ Good thing that it went well.

I don't like kids too much... But I must admit that I like the kinds there. They are not noisy and annoying. Alu gained another fan "girl"... And I don't even think that this fan girl is already 7 years old. Damn! Another victim of Alu's carisma. XD

Lots of picture taking happened. And I actually enjoyed it. Haha! My CAM WHORE side took over me. And wherever there are cameras, my face is always there. Gomen ne, I was soooooooooooo HYPED that time.

We went back to SM megamall at around 1pm... Then went for gift hunting, then after an hour we met up for the exchange gift then me, shalnark, itachi, hinata, and shalnark's friend went videoke.

I love being with those guys. This is the collest post-christmas celebration/ pre-new year celebration that I ever had. XD

Oh, before I forgot.... Here's the link for our pics.

http://aiku14kitsuhara.multiply.com/photos/album/14

ja!